During that time, she wrote:
"Everything was a haze. I could see faint watery outlines but with zero detail - no letters, no figures, no forms. Did I just go blind? Losing my eyesight is my greatest fear and I couldn’t believe it was happening to me. Despite the blazing rays of sun outside, I couldn’t see anything but blobs of hazy, dim light. It was like my eyes stopped assimilating light from outside. 'Is this really happening?' was the question that kept repeating itself in my mind. Later, we came to Bahay Kalipay and had an inner dance session. My vision didn’t come back after the session, but there was a significant shift in me just by being around people who didn’t feel scared for me and trusted that this was part of the process. I went to rest after the session, and the moment I closed my eyes, an intense explosion of visuals appeared behind my eyes. It was the most amazing visual show I have ever witnessed in my life. |
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